Yesterday I decided that I’m too logical to fall in love,
and one of my friends said that was too bad and said I shouldn’t say that.
But I think it’s a good thing.
i don’t want it to even be a possibility for someone to even call me “kinda chubby”
What keeps me going…
the reason I want to lose weight is…
last summer it was the 4th of July and I went to a festival type thing and it was picturesque just awesomeness, and it was getting late and I had just met a ton of new friends!
There were hot guys and the girls weren’t catty and everyone got along and they invited me and my friend to go swimming in some secret place with a waterfall and rope swing and I was honestly dying of happiness my life was like a movie.
But I didn’t want to go because I’d have to swim in my underwear and I hate my body and couldn’t do it.
So I went home.
I NEVER WANT TO MISS AN OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE BECAUSE OF MY INSECURITIES.
